Currently Listening Oh, Inverted World By The Shins see related

so the beginning of this summer started out rocking hard. partying every weekend, rekindling old friendships and relationships. but now it sucks. it's hard to accept that people change, and that your relationships with those people have changed, or are going to change very soon. people always tell you that will happen when everyone comes back from college, but you never really expect it to. no one can prepare you for something like that, it's something you have to experience on your own, and more often than not, by yourself. some people i was friends with in high school i don't even talk to anymore, and that doesn't really bother me. but i feel like the friends i still do have i keep slipping further and further away from. some of the people i still hang around are exactly the same, and i love that. i know that everyone will change through college, but i just hoped that most would change for the better, and i think a few have changed for the worst. can you still consider someone your friend even though they aren't the same person anymore? they aren't that personality that just caught you and you instantly fell in love with? they aren't that person you feel you can tell everything to and trust with any aspect of your life?

i have grown apart from some and closer to others, i guess that is just the way things go. when people fuck up i need to give them another chance. i am just sick of empty sorrys and broken promises. most of you probably have no idea what i am talking about, i am just rambling for my own sake. i guess i just need some reassurance that everything isn't falling apart.